Okay. I played. It went fine. I think. Of course the further away I get from it the more I think, “Did I really play horribly and was everyone just being nice because they felt sorry for me?”
Yep. That’s how twisted my brain is.
But anyway, I played, bad left ear and all. And yes, the ear is just as bad as it was yesterday and the day before and the day before. But I’m learning to deal with it. Which is a good thing … because what if it never gets better? So there you go.
Dan said I played well. As he says, though, it doesn’t help when he says it because I tell him that it’s just because we’re married and he has to say nice things. Still, I told him to go ahead and say nice things in any case. I am in the mood to hear them right now and not be too skeptical. Maybe.
Now I’m home and I just had my celebratory bowl of Joe’s Os (pretty much like Cheerios). The crunch of those hurts my left ear, believe it or not. But I ate them anyway. I had to celebrate, after all!
Next week I move on to Symphony Silicon Valley playing for the Santa Clara Chorale along with a little job playing for the Cantabile Youth Singers. Lots of vocal music. And I do love vocal music, so I’m happy to do these.