I was listening to the radio today, and Haydn’s Sinfonia Concertante for violin, cello, oboe, bassoon & orchestra was playing. Of course I recognized it immediately. (What oboists wouldn’t, eh?) And I know that, sometime in the distant past, I played the work. But for the life of me I can’t remember when or with whom!
It’s kind of funny to think about the works I’ve played, and even soloed in. When I’m have an important part, I think I’ll just never forget the moment or the situation. But it simply isn’t so. And today was a case in point; I soloed on that Haydn. But I sure don’t remember it. At all.
All that work, and then it’s gone.
I wish I had saved all of my San Jose Symphony (RIP) programs. Those are gone too. And I played some pretty important works. But I sure can’t remember them all. With Opera San José and Symphony Silicon Valley I can look at the websites and see exactly what we’ve played. For the most part I can remember which sets I skipped out on (yes, there were a few) and which symphony sets I moved up to principal on, or played English horn. But San Jose Symphony?
Again, all that work, and then it’s gone.