I’m sad.
All week I was waiting for Sunday evening, knowing that no matter how I played, it would be over and I’d no longer be stressing out. I was counting days, and later hours. And now it’s all over and of course I’m very sad … because it’s all over.
How crazy is this profession I’m in?
All I have now is the memory of playing, since we aren’t allowed to have copies of the recordings. How sad is that? I never ever hear myself, it seems … or maybe not hearing myself is a good thing? Naw. Not gonna go to the negative place. Not tonight! 🙂
I am going to stay positive for the time being. I thought yesterday I played well. I think I may have played “weller” today.
Now how about THAT? Is this really me writing? Hmmm. Odd.
Don’t worry … I’ll get back to NormalNegativity™ tomorrow! 😉
Ooh, except it might rain. And rain makes me very, very happy!
