09. March 2026 · Comments Off on And so now … · Categories: Concerts, Retiring, Symphony


(This photo was made before the Palo Alto Chamber Orchestra tour in the summer of 1974 (when I had just graduated high school). One year later I got into the San Jose Symphony.)

Yesterday I played my final Classics set with Symphony San Jose. The program was wonderful, moving, and just what I needed to say goodbye. But it’s not quite goodbye: I have the “Hollywood Spectacular” at the end of this month to play. Originally I didn’t know if I would be playing it or not, but when I heard that a player had had to drop out I readily agreed to play 3rd oboe and English horn on the set. Why not, after all — I’m home and it’s easy to get my “driver” (Thanks, Dan!) to take me to and from the hall!

Meanwhile, I still consider this weekend’s concerts as the ones that are my goodbye. First of all, a number of the “regulars” (be they tenured or subs that are almost always there) aren’t playing the pops. But also, there’s something about the program itself. We started with Handel’s Zadok the Priest (a first for me) which was taxing but fun. Then it was Vaughan Williams’ Dona Nobis Pacem. What an incredible, moving, heart-breaking work. And appropriate for our very sad times. The soprano repeats “Dona Nobis Pacem” throughout … a cry for peace that currently seems to be ignored. We ended with Enigma Variations by Elgar which, again, is so very moving.

I mean … what a program!

Speaking of programs, I was “featured” in ours this weekend. I had written a bit and sent it in, because I wasn’t comfortable with the usual questions they were asking, being a local girl who never studied outside of this area, rarely played with other groups, and, to be quite honest, was embarrassed by my lack of Big Stuff to say. I was pleased that they accepted my writing, but of course they had to shorten it due to the limited program space. So here is what I wrote in its entirely in case you are interested:

To my dear colleagues, staff, and audience,

Little did I know, when I joined San Jose Symphony for the 1975-1976 Bicentennial season, that I’d be sitting on stage for the 2025-2026 Symphony San Jose Season. What a time I’ve had. We have been blessed to have so many incredible artists to share the stage with, beginning with my first year that included Virgil Thompson, Carlos Chavez, Aaron Copland and Martha Graham, and moving on to include Jessye Norman, Yo-Yo-Ma, Earl Wild, Radu Lupu, Isaac Stern, Itzhak Perlman, and Paul Tortelier. That list goes on and on.

Thank you to our management: to Andrew Bales for not letting symphony die in San Jose, to Robert Massey, taking over the torch and giving us a fresh new look, to the staff, and the backstage crew for your tireless work. I can’t thank you enough.

To my dear, dear colleagues: thank you for your amazing musicianship. I’m truly humbled. Thank you for your support, encouragement, and yes, patience with me as well. We have been through so much together, both on and off the stage. You are family.

And finally, to our audience. We need you. We love seeing you in the hall. We so appreciate your applause and financial support. Keep those donations coming. In fact, if you think of it and have $51 in your pocket, donate that in celebration of my fifty-one seasons! (Or $510 … or $5,100.) Please continue to support this marvelous, tremendously special group. I look forward to being out in the hall with you, along with my husband Dan, to hear more beautiful music making.

Forever grateful—
Patty

And yes, if any readers feel like donating in my name … well … I wouldn’t argue with that. Hint, hint …!

At the concert yesterday Dan brought his camera. So here is yours truly, wrinkles and all. Quite a change from the photo above, eh?

PS I still have one opera to go as well … La Traviata in April!

I haven’t been writing here at all, as my one follower (okay, maybe I have two or three) will note, but I figured I may as well try to post something positive tonight … for no good reason, really.

This week I have been back on stage with Symphony San Jose. I played only English horn, which I’d not done for a while now (I can’t actually remember my last concert!). We did American In Paris, Copland’s Piano Concerto (which was new to me and I really liked it, contrary to my colleagues!), and Bolero. (The rest of the group also did Rhapsody in Blue, but I am not needed on that). Jon Nakamatsu, a favorite of mine, played both of the piano works. For my own playing, I really didn’t know what to expect. I frequently feel as if I have to get what one might call “sea legs” although I prefer to call them “stage legs” and it often takes some time. But with a few good reeds, and music I can connect with, I was pleased with the performances. It felt good!

Now that is NOT to say it started out feeling great. This is something we all have to accept: first rehearsals can be troubling, as we aren’t yet comfortable with what we are doing. Especially when a group only gets together somewhat infrequently. It’s even more difficult when one is also having to deal with a hearing problem. So when I was done with the first rehearsal I was just a bit unsteady. But one must muddle through the tough stuff and eventually things began to feel right.

English horn is my first love. It always will be. I feel as if I can relate to it so well.

So I had a good week. I was happy with my playing. (I SO rarely say that!) And I’m glad I was able to get back up in the saddle.

Or at least get back on the stage!

Next up for me is La Bohème with Opera San José and I am, once again, on English horn. I’ve played principal oboe on that opera. I’ve also played a book that combines things so only one oboist doubling on English horn is needed. And ages ago I did play the English horn book. It’ll be fun to get back to the simplicity of that part!

I haven’t posted any updates on the ear because, honestly, there’s not been anything much to report. It is what it is, and the hearing won’t return, so I’m learning to deal with it.

Unfortunately the new year brought new notes to it, though. My tinnitus got worse as the ear went bad, but sometime in the past few weeks I’ve been blessed with something new. I’m now hearing notes. I checked and while I only hear one pitch at a time it is all slurred … and it goes between some sort of F# (it’s been flat, it’s been sharp) and a G# (some intonation issues there as well). Microtones are heard … it’s not just a full half step or step. And it just goes on and on. The timbre is sort of a nasal, electronic sort of thing. Very strange.

My “normal” tinnitus is rather like wires that sing. Does anyone else hear that? Sometimes the wires outside the house seem to sing — not sure others have noticed that but I’ve heard them since I was a kid, so it’s not about this crazy ear — but I hear a very high pitches and just goes on and on. I can’t name those pitches (just too high for me, and I can’t quite zero in on them), but I know it’s more than one pitch and they, too, are close together.

So that’s it as far as “news”. Yes, this new issue is frustrating, but one can’t really do much about tinnitus from what I’ve been told, and at this point I’m just continuing to play and teach.

Next week I play English horn on the first and last works on the concert “Automation“, and you can bet I’ll be wearing earplugs: we are doing John Adams’s Short Ride In A Fast Machine and Richard Strauss’s Also Sprach Zarathustra. Both can be quite loud.

I think the program is creative and I do believe it will be a crowd pleaser, but we’ll know for sure when it happens. I just hope we get an audience. Things haven’t been the same since Covid. Sigh.

01. October 2023 · Comments Off on Set One, Done · Categories: Symphony

This past week I went back to work. It had been a long time since I’d played with an orchestra. I think, in fact, the last time was with Opera San José, when we did Falstaff. No … just checked my calendar. It was Symphony San Jose‘s final set of last season. We did Knoxville Summer of 1915 and Carmina Burana. That is all now such a distant memory! (I had to search online, in fact, to remember what we did!)

So much has changed since I last played, and I will eventually write about that. For now, though, I just want to say I really enjoyed our program, which was a tremendous surprise. When I saw it I wasn’t jazzed. I was SO very wrong about it!

Our conductor, Lidiya Yankovskaya, was really great, and I hope she returns. In addition, Brooks Fisher played principal oboe with us, and was really wonderful. Such a fine musician. It was an honor to play with him!

So heigh ho, heigh ho … back to work I go.

Okay. Back I WENT. Heh.

10. May 2022 · Comments Off on A New Era · Categories: Announcements, Symphony

When San Jose Symphony failed, Andrew Bales came to the rescue of the musicians in the orchestra. He formed Symphony Silicon Valley (now renamed to Symphony San Jose). We didn’t have as much work, and we didn’t have a resident conductor, but we HAD work, and I’m forever grateful. He added the movie series (a live orchestra playing the soundtrack while the movie played on the big screen), which included the Lord of the Rings trilogy — surely that weekend is one I’ll never forget! He scheduled weeks of “kiddie concerts” (and I even have a photo of him helping them cross the street to get to the theater). He did the Summer Pops concerts at San Jose State University. And when Covid struck he did what he could to provide income for us.

And now we enter a new era.

Andrew is leaving at the end of this season, and it is now announced that Robert Massey has been appointed as the new general director. I look forward to seeing what he will bring to our orchestra. I’m sure there will be changes, as there usually are and should be when a new GD takes the reins.

Here is an article about the appointment (I must say it is odd that Tito Muñoz is featured at the top of the article and Robert Massey is a smaller image below that, so he is pictured here for you, nice and large … you’re welcome. ?). Sadly the Mercury News hasn’t published a word. (But they also didn’t publish a review of last weekend’s concerts. It appears we don’t exist in their eyes.)

Update: NOW there is a Merc article.

So welcome, Robert Massey, and thank you, Andrew Bales, for all you’ve done!

In searching on Radu Lupu (trying to find out when he played with us, as I’m sure he did more than the 1975/76 season) I ran across a program that shows our entire 75/76 season. It was quite the year, and one that caused some audience members to not return: we played music that was just too darn modern for them!

It’s not easy to read, but here is our season. MY FIRST!

And yes, my first year included the English horn solo on Three Cornered Hat, conducted by Carlos Chavez. I conducted the entire solo: he didn’t allow me to take my tempo, but conducting in a rather fast three. I don’t think he liked me very much. Oh well.

If you want to see more of the program you can go here. It’s actually from a Carlos Chavez site.

Oh … and look at some of those names on the roster, including Loraine [sic] Hunt! Seeing all the works and the names brings back memories, albeit rather vague. It was so very long ago ….

02. October 2021 · Comments Off on Twenty-Two Notes · Categories: Symphony

At last night’s dress rehearsal I played twenty-two notes. Granted, I don’t have a ton of notes, as I only play the English horn solo in Dvorak’s New World Symphony, but in this case I played four measures out of twenty-one. This happens sometimes, when another work simply requires more time, and I’m not complaining. Just pointing out that a dress rehearsal doesn’t always mean we run a program.

Getting back on stage (we began Wednesday night) wasn’t the emotional event I thought it would be. It really was merely “back to work”. I’m wondering if tonight’s concert will be the emotional moment. I won’t be surprised if it is. Since it’s opening weekend we play the National Anthem to begin. Normally I don’t do that if I’m not on the next work, but I want to be there for the start of our season, so I’m going to play that, and then go sit for over an hour as the orchestra plays the first half of the concert. Last night I didn’t bother to rehearse it (I don’t exactly need to, having done it so many times!), so I was in the audience and took some photos. I won’t post anything until after tonight’s opening, but we have a few changes coming … stay tuned!

31. January 2019 · Comments Off on Star Wars: A New Hope · Categories: Movies, Symphony

I’ll be on stage, playing for the movie on the large screen behind me. Do you have your tickets yet?

Go here to get started on your order. It’s going to be thrilling, I know!

11. January 2019 · Comments Off on Coming Up · Categories: A Musician's LIfe, Ramble, Symphony

Next week I have a Symphony Silicon Valley concert. I will be stepping up to play principal so I am preparing for the change of hats. (Don’t worry, our regular principal oboist, Pamela Hakl, will be back!)

Yes, playing first oboe is quite different to playing second. In some ways there is a bit of a freedom: I won’t be thinking about playing under the principal which can sometimes cause issues with attacks as I try not to be too loud. But of course there’s the stress of being in the hot seat.

I prepare in many ways. I of course practice my part. I listen to a variety of recordings. I make sure I know what’s going on in other sections and especially make sure I practice the solos and tricky bits. (I mark anything technically difficult with an X, either over the passage or to the side of that line of music.) I also play through the entire concert — even the easy whole notes and loud bits — so I make sure my mouth is strong enough to get through the works.

This is a taxing concert. I don’t have huge solos, but I play a lot in the Dvorak eighth symphony. I play enough that I worry about getting through it. When I watched a video on MediciTV (a great source! And no, I don’t get any perks by recommending them here.) I noticed that that particular orchestra used an assistant principal oboe. I have played that part as well in the past. I sure could use that myself, but wasn’t offered that option and didn’t think to ask.

We are also doing the second piano concerto by Brahms. What a gorgeous work.

Here is Jon Kimura Parker (our soloist) talking about the work (2011 YouTube video):

That slow movement he talks about, and the incredible cello solo, is something I’m very much looking forward to hearing, played by our wonderful principal cellist, Evan Kahn. And yes, the horn (“The horn, the horn, awakes me at morn!” Anyone remember that?) has a very important role at the very beginning and more later, so it will be a delight to hear Meredith Brown play as well!

But then it’s a pleasure and honor to hear all of the musicians of Symphony Silicon Valley play. I hope you can be there!

25. October 2018 · Comments Off on More for this Weekend · Categories: Concert Announcements, Listen, Symphony

One work I mentioned earlier today is Debussy’s La Damoiselle Elue. I am charmed by the work! (I’m also a wee bit nervous, but oh well.)

I’m assuming one of the soloists will be Daniela Tabernig, but I don’t see anyone listed for the other soprano soloist on the symphony page. I guess I’ll find out who it is soon, as we are rehearsing it for the first time today.

Info provided by the YouTube video:
The Radio Chamber Philharmonic and Cappella Amsterdam conducted by Michael Schonwandt perform Debussy’s ‘La Damoiselle Elue’. With wonderful vocal performances by soprano Marie-Bénédicte Souquet and mezzo-soprano Carine Séchaye.

This concert was recorded in February 2012 in Vredenburg, Utrecht.

Musicians:
Radio Chamber Philharmonic & Cappella Amsterdam
Michael Schonwandt, conductor
Marie-Bénédicte Souquet, soprano
Carine Séchaye, mezzosoprano
Paul Meyer, clarinet

(I’m not quite sure why the clarinetist is named and not all the other players. Interesting.)